HELLO big Guy so you remember how your father and I would stay at the field and let you hit after your games and I would chase them because I couldn't jump the fence to catch them I miss those days We were a happy family I'm sending Derek your first homerun ball you hit it 180ft at 10 years old I think that's pretty good for a 10year old I rememberthat day like it was yeserday You were so excited so was your Dad you worked so hard for that day you loved to hit homeruns I want you back I mis you so much I miss your smile I miss your laugh I miss you helping me with dinner I miss the way we use to watch T.V> together I miss our talks about everything I miss you. I love you baby stay safe I'll see again soon I know I will I can't wait to see you >love you forever and ever your my baby always.
Hey big Guy Aunt Kaaren made me remember when we were potting training you with your potty chart and you'd put stickers up when you did good and we would buy you presents for doing good. And your Dad taught you how to write on the desk we bought you for being a big boy You were always such a good boy I miss my little baby I love you so much Rememeber y our house y ou use to play in and you and angelo would jump off of it you were such a dare devil when you were young I widh I could turn the clock back and have those days back I love you and want you with me again there isn't a minute that doesn't go by that I don't think of you You are my life and I miss y ou and want you back I love you with all of me you are my world
you are my sunshine I love you
Hello well to day is Elyssa"s Birthday party remember her birthday last you and Beth were there Elyssa's misses you so much she says you give her rainbows when she's upset she has a boyfrien now she's so cute I love you so much Michael it hurts so bad not having you around your my angel I love you always and forever
Hey Mike, I went to see Derek play baseball yesterday at Burkett Field, he pitched. He had 18 strikeouts and gave up 2 hits, he also had a single, almost took the pitcher head off with a liner. The Paper interviewed him after the game. Anyway it was nice to see him play, it looks like he'll go to college in a couple of years. He just a junior this year. Man I can't believe how much he looks like you, it was nice to see you again, in a way. How about there refreshment stand at burkett, that thing is sweet, they have T.V.'s in there so you don't miss any of the game when your getting your goody's. You know my shit was in there too. I miss you too much anymore Mike, I try and keep busy to keep my mind off of all this. One year is approaching, that is too hard to believe. Man I hope everything is good with you in your new life, I catch myself wondering about that alot. Peace out Mike, I'll be talk'in to ya soon. Love you Forever
Hello Big Guy I love you so much I remember those days also I remember how much you loved your Dad to throw you up in the air and catch you under the water you loved it so much. we did have some good times I miss your younger years too sometimes I wish I could turn back time too. I remember my first Mothers Day your Father tookyou for a walk and you picked me some flowers It made me cry you were always such a good boy I was blessed the day you were born youtruly were an angel I love you so very much I wish i still had you even for alittle while i told Beth i would do it all over again it turn's out the same. I love you and the twenty years i had with you were all worth it I wouldn change anything about you you were perfect.
